[John Caton]

The process of bestowal, the screening of the light and reception of the light for the sake of bestowal.

[John Caton]

I hope it isn’t so. Since I started to study I have felt ups and downs several times. Going in, I assume you’re warning me to expect something that may be a downer. I’m pretty resilient. I hope to push through.

[John Caton]

Prayer seems to be foremost. But, I also would seek understanding of desires that are “bestowal for the sake of the Creator”.

[John Caton]

Desire is constant, but diminishes when experienced or revealed. Hence, we believe more pleasure awaits in that which is concealed; so we pursue it.

[John Caton]

I hope to attain more understanding of the structure, the blueprint, the sephirot; whichever term is used. I have struggled to understand these until now, despite many videos I’ve watched and writings I’ve read.  This course has helped considerably and I’m only 37% into it.

[John Caton]

Perhaps, so that we suffer a little from its absence to draw us to it.

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