So we can choose, but only from the menu before us; our environment being the menu? Is our environment really a free choice? Understanding is still out ahead of me. But, I appreciate the lesson because it has provoked some inner turmoil, some important suffering, I hope.
Only as I attain attributes similar to the creator can I “feel” or understand that the whole of reality is the action of the creator. Until then, I only have faith that it is so.
I’m pressed now to examine my intentions. Frankly, as I flip my ego and examine it like a gemstone under a loop, I can’t say I feel good with what I see.