I really like all the support materials. They can be a rabbit trail but it always seems to be just what I need. I will mention that I text to speech all the written materials. Sometimes I can’t TTS but I can copy to notepad so I can listen. This is the way I learn best plus I usually listen multiple times.
The most inspiring thing to me is that Kabbalah has been revealed! I do think of all the ages of asceticism and the depths others and maybe myself have gone through, searching for what is hidden! Now it’s available abundantly! It is so much peace and comfort to my soul!
I learned for all my searching for knowledge, knowledge wasn’t the answer, although it apparently eventually lead me here. I’ve always been seeking the extraordinary but shock and awe are short lived. Peace is the holy grail!
My hope for the whole world is to see their egoism! To realize how pointless and shallow self interest is! I think even in our studies we all have a huge hurtle to overcome and is hard work. Our only hope is the Creator’s interceding! So my hope is that we can find a way to hold ourselves at the point in the heart, long enough for the stone to become flesh!
The thing that bless my mind is that after thinking about the lessons for an hour or even a couple days, I realize not only is that absolutely true but ‘I’ knew it already! I think to myself, I’ve already this out but I know I haven’t. I mean some things have been revealed but the whole methodology, dare I say, ‘resonates’ deeply to my soul!!!
By coming to the place where nothing else matters but the knowing of the Creator. Our heart begging to ‘get in touch’! The sincerest desire, the point in the heart, then the upper force begins to reveal itself. We lean in and it leans in, a natural ebb and flow of seeking and finding. The revelation of the upper force gives us that ability to know the will of upper force and act on it.