Both. My mind wondered a little more in Hebrew. But it had an interesting meaning. The Hebrew letters stood out more. Almost like 3d, more multidimensional. But in English I was hearing the words and I understood. I really lost my focus when I heard The Creator name. Sounds different and spelled differently. I personally tried, could’ve done better. I’m a little disappointed.
Its weird. Its like I don’t recognize my former post. I had to do a double take. I saw my former post as I was about to respond to the question. At first I thought hey some other person spells their name the same as me. So I read the post and realized these are my old post. I saw growth and maturity in my soul and spirit. Its very wise to read the Kabbalah text.and study relentless. I hope to do this again each and every week. Thanks for the lesson.
Freedom for me is seeing Him being with his presence. Completing His will, not mine, in my life. It sucks going through Light and then the darkness because of his disciplining me. I’m trying to know Him intimately. understand His Heart. This is Freedom for me. To be loosed of these chains of this world