the teachings inspired me the most. the reccommended books tov read. ive learned more about what it means for God to reside in me. i hope my peers to receive the awakening
I always believed in GOD. I believed if I lived the right way I would be happy and my future secured. when The Lord moved upon me and I finally changed everything I was doing it was bliss at the beginning. Then things took a drastic turn. The more I pushed and forced my way upon him, all chaos and destruction pursed me. I thought it was because of me. I learned its because the spirit realm was trying to blind my way, to be a stumbling block to keep The Creator veiled away from me. I keep pushing back. I’m not going to let these evil ones, take him away from me. of course my life has become a living hell at day and a reoccurring nightmare at night. I’m still trying to understand my life and His plan for me. That’s why I am here trying to learn. I have learned and I have felt my need for The Kabbalah. For the word, no matter the teaching. The Divine word has made me feel and crave it.