Is anybody going to answer my question ever? Are you guys not responding because I was offensive or inappropriate? This is the second time a question of mine has not been answering, so I have to wonder what the problem is.
I have heard in your guys’ videos several times that Kabbalah does not involve meditation. But how else am I going to hear from the Light if not in silence? When I sit in silence to listen, I get all kinds of insight about answers that I need and behaviours I need to correct. If not via silent reflection, how do Kabbalah students communicate with the Creator?
I am studying Kabbalah to find my place in the world. My family has shunned me because I left their religion. And to tell the truth, because the religion controlled my mind and my decisions, as did my family, I feel like without the religion I lack structure. I feel like a soldier without an army: alone, confused, without purpose or direction. I want to find my way. Dr. Laitman says that I need to know who the Creator is to know who I am. Sure. That will surely move me to a better place.