Connecting with others has always been a problem for me. From an early age, communicating with the Creator was never a problem. It was people I have always have trouble with. I have always been odd, weird, off-putting, inappropriate. I have always been the one no one wants at their party. Here is hoping that if I ever meet any of you in person or online, you will be the journey companions the creator is sending me, so that I can start to experience connection.
Should I be trying to memorize all those Hebrew names and numbers? Is that important? I tend to look at the gist of the teaching. My mind tends to skip numbers and such.
I am being shown everyday my flaws of character. I am seeing my egoism as in under a microscope. I see instances where I created conflict and disagreement by demanding that my wishes be fulfilled in spite of everyone else’s. It is incredible, as if I died and I am watching my entire life in a movie screen.
I bought the books. Any recommended reading to be prepared for next week lesson?
Also, I received an email with links for the Q&A and Zoom, but I didn’t see it on time. Does it happen every Sunday at 1 pm Eastern or was it only this week! So sad I missed it.