No. The predominant state of a Kabbalist is feeling oneself between two worlds. The degree to where I am, at first, I don’t feel. Later, I feel it, that it’s concealed. And still later, I reveal it. Then, in the next moment, I feel that there’s also another degree that lies beyond, unattainable for the time being.
The connections that have a qualitative impact and can influence all of reality are in the kabbalistic group. The rest are minutely impactful. So it’s better overall to get yourself closer to spiritual work, and not critique too much your actions in this world.