It’s simpler. If I’m really “between rungs” that’s clear to me, I don’t need to ask because I know. If I’m before such clear degrees, that means I’m supposed to work in concealment right now, and as much as possible I need to try to work above my feelings good or bad, and simply take another step toward the goal. Without calculation, try to do one more thing, assess how you feel, but take another step regardless. I’m trying to work in the quality of Bestowal, so what I feel. I’m not worried about.
The Creator operates each and everything from the final state in the end of correction, that each next state is because it leads to the one after that, and that one to the next one, until all reaches perfection in the final perfect picture. Nothing else is happening and nothing is happening for the reasons we think they’re happening. All we can do is move the movie reel faster toward the end state. That’ll be better both from the perspective of ripping the band-aid off more quickly (reaching necessary corrections) and in us being active participants, so that we move from being inside a movie (a scary one), to watching it, to even help direct it. It’s the same movie either way, but do I come to be like and understand the director such that I’d do every scene exactly as He did?