No, you’re worthy. It’s that I consist of two parts. I thought I was just my ego. It turns out I have another part, the Point in the Heart, which is more me than the part I previously identified with. So, it’s not worthy yet, but the Point in the Heart will qualify it to eventually be incorporated in the goal of Creation as well. I’m just learning more about the qualities in me, clarifying what they are for, and in which connections they can reveal a new, Upper reality.
Habit becomes second nature. I don’t feel like praying, but I wish I felt like praying, so it turns out that I do have a prayer. It’s better the more it can be directed at the friends, from the center of your connection with them.