[Cyndi]

I wonder if our work with the light that transforms is to remember to justify the Creator in the work and choosing the correct environment to strengthen the influence of the reforming light?

[Cyndi]

I wonder if it is to take a pause and contemplate the thought behind Creation?

[Cyndi]

I desire most of all, understanding…….

[Cyndi]

There were so many amazing experiences, but I would have to say, learning how off base I was my entire life regarding what prayer is and pondering how one opens the heart; how that feels – also, gaining a different perspective regarding the experiences of my life and feeling the desire for more.

I expect more preparation and guidance from Kab U during this course and as such, I will desire to remain open, throughout and follow through with what I need to be doing

[Cyndi]

1) What most inspired you in the course?

That I was created to be what ‘I’ am and so was ‘everybody’ else but there is a way – that the Creator doesn’t see ‘me’ as an individual soul but as part as Adam ha Rashon; the reuniting of the soul of Adam ha Rashon is inevitable. That there is a path to follow through the study of authentic Kaballah – I found it liberating to realize there is nothing we do or will do that wasn’t first thought out by the Creator, this makes one realize in a real way that there is no need to carry grudges and unforgiveness towards others and ourselves.

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2) What have I learned about myself in the process?

I learned to see the evil within – the egoistic nature in me in all things, and there is no hope/help for me except to learn how to love my neighbor as myself through the study/guidance/reforming Light

3) What do you wish for your fellow students in their spiritual development?

I wish for connection with each other so that we can truly learn how to love thy neighbor as ourselves so that we are able to reach equivalence of form – I wish for our corrections and attainments

[Cyndi]

My role is to study the wisdom of the Zohar, to pray to the Creator to change me, my attitude, to give me the strength to correct my egoist state of being, to recognize evil within me, to desire this above all else; when I desire this, all else will follow.

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