I have been struggling in the corporeal – many doubts have crept in. I have tried within myself to maintain faith above reason and have failed miserably as the doubts still persist- then I read Rav Leitman’s article admonishing us in every moment to remember, there is none other than the Him, the Creator- He is the Good that does good- so an ever subtle awareness in me tells me I am only seeing the corporeal when in reality, there is a spiritual root to all things corporeal and I don’t need to feel afraid, I need to remember in every moment that He is the Good that does good so that I can justify Him in all his actions.
I just don’t know – I hope to gain more understanding as I progress, but at this time, I can only mimic qualities of the Upper Force – like a baby learning until I make a break through