[Arian parshan]

Hello Igal, I work with some friends of Bnei Baruch who are preparing the Farsi section of Bnei Baruch, and this section requires a lot of efforts. I spend almost 4 or 5 hours in the day to translating texts and articles, as well as the morning lessons of Rav, sometimes more hours, I always try to be in all lessons even morning lesson of Rav, and I sometimes have meetings with these friends and do joint work. Because of this I have lost the feeling of connection with my Ten and I really don’t know if what I am doing is right or not, please guide me

[Arian parshan]

I must show that I am completely opposite to that and I have desire  and need to receive that every time .I must work initially in opposite way to growing need for light.

[Arian parshan]

concealment causes desire to growing in full meature. make in us great desire to get out from unfulfillment ,unpleasur state.

[Arian parshan]

now I want to discover the structure of reality and find exactly the mean of ,perception of reality is subjective. and find the roots of this illusion image.

[Arian parshan]

 

I read during partzofim because of surrounding light appear desires below tabur step by step ,that is Sof

are toch and Sof  simultaneous ? or Sof appears after toch?

[Arian parshan]

I want to reach creator ,power of creator ,control completely my life without any suffer.i hope that there will not be any close door for me.

it seems  very very egoistic but it is my first intention before all course ,but during lessons I achieved purpose of other,

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