to reach free will ,in Spirituality it is law that we first receive lack and deficiency in full meature then by that we receive fulfillment, we can realize every thing by opposite of that like light in comparison with darkness. by complete oppositnes we can reach perfection.by complete disparity of form we can reach full equivalence of form.
in last question I became completely confused and make mistake with rising malchut to bina,we always now definitions but by reading some article become confused, in letter 40 baal HaSulam described ,by giving gift action is bestowing but aim is lo lishma,
below tabor ,malchut to prevent of disparity of form reject light by rising up to tifferet, where altruistic desire exist.and this rejecting is like bina ,when does this state happen in us and what are our feelings on that state?
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always I doubt on my understanding and checking my understanding is my main request,
….desires in two state can connect to each other when they have two pol,
1,,receiving in order to bestow that is bestowing
2,,bestowing in order to receive that is receiving and also is rising malchut to bina
malchut is desire in order to receive and enjoy from receiving ,when by importance of something in outside appears love in malchut ,it enjoy from bestowing or must enjoy from bestowing.that is called rising malchut to bina,and receiving in order to receive is lower than bestowing in order to receive.