My best experience from the previous course was that the concepts seem more real than anything I have ever learned before. The ideas resonate so much that it seems like I am finally remembering the truth after being in denial about something my whole life.
I expect to continue to learn from the course and my classmates. I am open to how this journey will unfold.
We need to reach a state of equivalence of form with the creator. This seems to mean that we need to change our intention from egoism/receiving for the self alone to altruism/receiving (which is what we were made to do) to please the host (creator). Since the creator cannot receive directly, but only bestow, our altruism is directed toward others.
I have begun to understand that everything that has happened in my life and every choice I have made has led me to this point where I am right now. So all that has happened that I have labelled “good” or “bad” was all to help me to increase my desire to the point that I feel compelled to seek something new, outside of my previous ability to perceive. I can see that my deepest desire has always been to connect with my creator and that NOTHING else will be able to fulfill this desire.
I desire a perception of reality in which I know that I am not able to see the full picture. This will open a space in me to be able to trust my creator to make choices that benefit not just me, but for the maximum benefit of the greater whole.