Based on the article “There’s none else besides him” where it is described how he attracts and rejects an individual until he comes to a point that the individual wants to hold on fast to the realization that the creator is the only operator, but even loses that sometimes, because it is the creators will, how can I understand that there will be any free will ever?
We have no freedom to choose what we want to desire, and there are many desires that we can focus on. Our freedom lies in what desire of our heart we give the greatest attention to and this in turn will lead us to choose an according environment. The only true desire is our point in the heart, to connect on a spiritual level. So the only freedom is to choose to spend our time with people, groups, who dedicate themselves to the fulfilment of that desire. The bigger the group, the greater the influence.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I want to reach the perception that there is nothing to worry about because everything will happen what has to happen, and that we will all finally be safe.</p>
I feel that in my life not even stage one is fulfilled. None of these stages is fulfilled, because money is the solution to literally everything but I am not allowed to have it due to past mistakes. I wouldn’t even be allowed to stay clean or hold a mobile in my hand in order to interact with you. So it is not the fulfillment of all these desires which make me ask for a purpose and cry so much, it is actually the chronic lack of income. So what I have been trying and will continue trying is to get as much money as i can get by whatever means, so that i can comfortably continue my studies with you. Nature keeps on increasing the pressure no matter what i try. I bet there would be so many more points in the heart who would connect if not someone sucked out all the money out of our system. It calms people, they can have shelter, food and sex again.