1) The first life event in the frame of a course for which I was aiming 5 weeks long, or rather 5 years long. It was a tiresome strategic act after many failed attempts to get into the course again.
2) The Hooyah feeling that they were rather 15 weeks than 5.
3) Our pact that we will always live one another, no matter how many years it will take to call it a stable situation.
So what do I expect from tgis course:
Nothing more than the opportunity to fulfill my purpose.
What inspired me most about the past 5 weeks was how, with the help of regular life events, I was able to still continue to study, even if I feel less and less qualified to continue. Not that I didn’t want to, but the more I wanted and tried, the more information I received that I still don’t have any preliminaries to be allowed to participate. But my current physical state was chosen strategically and aims perfectly to follow the instructions even better than if I just go out and get devoured by society in an act of pure obediance and activism. The instructions are simple, but their realization not always. A point in the heart is a point in the heart, regardless of it is allowed to work, or locked up in detainment, or bombed in palestine. So what really blew my mind is how I am still able to bear with you and myself. So i could put it this way that I learned about myself that I am quite able to already go above reason while following you.
I wish my fellow students that they are in a position to just simply follow all instructions with no physical obstacles. If they have doubts about instructions, that’s their decision. But having no doubts but not really being able to follow them is a curse, and I wish my fellow students to both have the opportunity and faith to follow.
When this one girl in the Video started to smile, it caused me to smile back. This reminded me that we have an influence on the emotional reactions from our friends. We have a choice of either reacting to our inner state or to act against it and initiate a positive response.