To translate the sources into a specific language which i have been having in my mind for quite some time. If every person needs to study Kabbalah, then we are still keeping Issac’s brother Ismael out of the equation. Things will not get better, before there will be a genuine interest of friends to accomplish also this.
What inspired me most in the course is how every word of Tony relates to how I made any decision in my life, and how I become more clear about what I really want and how to do it properly.
I learned about myself in the process that there is an inner screaming child always wanting to throw tantrums and feeling ashamed after it did.
I wish my fellow students to find a way to feel more calm. That we are being cared of is always in question and being attacked by our perception, but each of our efforts to go above that anxiety will immediately show us that we have never really been rejected but that we in our fear and shame run away from the source of light.
I understand from previous instructions that we have to remain critical about the words of our teachers, instructors, and books, and our own perception, constantly.
How does that harmonize with the instruction to go above reason when, at times, everything appears against or below my reason?
To organize everything in our life in order to grow our desire for connecting with the correct environment. If something or someone keeps me away from that or wants to manipulate my desire in an opposite way, i will isolate it or them from myself. If it grows my desire and supports me, I will live and integrate it even more. If it is a friend of the environment, I will show patience. Only one who has fallen can rise again. The Tao of Connection.
My own desires are really strong, but still limited to my own taste. But there are lots of other possible tastes of others who are really strong. In history we achieved notging without others. Even the device in my hand allowing me to watch your videos and write this is the result if many countries’ efforts. So my own taste and perspective might be really strong, but it is limited, whereas the sum of all desires outside of me is unlimited and never filled up or canceled.
<p style=”text-align: center;”>I do. It’s to cut off the source of suffering from humanity, even if it is for my benefit, but not only for my own benefit. Even if i feel oy that it is for my own benefit I will know that everyone else also stops to suffer from the dictatorship of this thing.</p>