I don’t feel there is much of a choice for me to quit… I’m here (just like all of us) because I am supposed to be; even if I procrastinate and put off these upcoming lessons, something will bring me back, even if it’s in a different format.
Through faith in understanding that this world is all imagination and by imagining good for others, and showing immense gratitude for my own experience, I can increase what fills my own vessel and therefore increase what I can give.
In instances where there is an element of surprise or wonder or curiosity… or if one can see that is something “off limits” to a certain group/individual but not to others.
For many years I have felt this sense of “homesickness”, which I now see as a desire to understand others and the world around me–in the past year and a half this sense has gotten much stronger and I know I’m on the right path. This course is integral to my journey and will help me to not only understand this sensation, but also further curb my ego and increase my ability to give love/help others/share my understandings/experiences.
This explanation brought up that “tearful” feeling for me. 🙂
Thank you, Gianni, for this response; and thank you, Rivka, for asking this question to glean such a response! The Points in the Heart connecting to correct the Shattering is a visual that really helps me see this more clearly…
I’ve been confused on how The Sephiroth connects to us (as beings in this world) and our individual work of practicing of love/bestowal/becoming more like the Creator. Up until now it’s been difficult to visualize the idea that we each are pieces of one whole in this world/reality (or perceiving it as so) and that ultimately our mission/work is driven by this calling/desire to go back “home” to once again become as one.
We have to face discomfort for growth, and if we had spiritual perception upon birth, then we would be too comfortable and lack the desire to grow/seek spiritual understanding which ultimately drives us to become more like the Creator.