When you give with no thought of how it might affect you. It’s kind of giving for the sake of restoring balance to Nature. You see there is a lack of some kind and that you have the means to fulfill it and then you just act upon it. You don’t feel better or more worthy because of it. It’s when it feels like the most natural thing to do and that you can do nothing else. If you don’t do it, you will come to feel a surtain lack yourself, maybe shame, and you will be helpless in fulfilling that new lack by doing something for your own sake.
Hello, my name is Rune. I love the courses (and books, the people and live sessions) at KabU as it is slowly helping me to find peace with and meaning to my existence in this world, as well as gaining an understanding of all the things I have gone through and why it is so. Kabbalah is to me like a new compas or map or guide to help me navigate and understand my lifes journey. It is like sustenance for my soul, pleasure for my mind, and fulfilment for my heart’s feeling of lack.
No, I feel that my perception of reality determins my experience of it, and that my perception is determined by my own inner state wich I have the oppertunity to learn to control. However, I do feel that everything that “comes my way” and the things I “choose” to persue are entirely controled by some upper force with the purpose to teach me about who, what and why I am. This upper force seems to operate according to my level of being and shows me what I need and what I should not engage in, in order for me to advance towards spirituality. So, you can say that I feel that reality somehow reflects my entire being (including what I have revealed and attained so far, and what I have yet to reveal and attain in the future), but I still do not yet agree that I produce reality because I perceive it.
If I asume that by “we” you mean as a society, we must, in short, organize ourselves as one big family, “as one man with one Heart”. Meaning we must all agree to one common individual goal, to serve each other in order to reveal The Creator.
If by “we” and “our current incarnation” you mean each of us seperated from each other, try to live to the fullest by the ego. I guess we have to realize that the most fulfilling life is one lived with the intent to bestow happiness and joy to others, plus the study of how to receive correctly (kabbalah).
I have to say. The more conscious I get, the more free will I can exercise. However, at the same time, the more conscious I get, the less of a choise I get. The more conscious I get, and the better I understand the implication of surtain actions (both inner and outer actions), I see my path as getting more and more narrow. Some actions are simply a no go because it will lead me astray from my ultimate goal, and vice versa, some actions are demanded if I want to achieve that goal. The closer I get to agree with the Thought of Creation, the more I feel obligated to act accordingly. Almost like an instument/servant of The Creator…