[Rune T. A.]

Hi, my name is Rune.

I want to truly understand the reason for me walking on this earth, being able to observe my thoughts and feelings and interact with my surroundings.

Also, I feel drawn to this wisdom in a way that´s like nothing else I am drawn towards. I simply have to be here, and do this, because it feels right.

[Rune T. A.]

If by “we” you mean the comunity of KabU, we can only do what is already being done, create the best possible learning forum, do the work, disseminate the wisdom of Kabbalah and make a warm welcome for all new-commers.

If by “we” you mean each individual, I can only speak for my self and say correct my evil inclinations when they appear, learn to receive in order to bestow and try to grow my desirre for the work in the Ten.

If by “we” you mean humanity as a whole, I have no idea since there seem to be only a small desirre for spirituality compared with the desirre to receive for ones own sake…

[Rune T. A.]

Study and follow the wisdom of authentic kabbalah, in order to truly correct ones egoistic desirres, and in order to be united with others who share that desirre and intention.

[Rune T. A.]

It´s the inevitable outcome of evolution through “the path of pain”.

I like the explaination that says that our egos have grown out proportion, along side us growing evermore interdependent, and this is the cause of much friction and the clashes of egos that we see today. We need each other for survival and to thrive, but we want to be independent and free of others.

 

[Rune T. A.]

I find the study of Kabbalah fulfills me (not compleetely as I am not happy about the world we have built so far). And also, to some extent, when I am in service of others and when I play music. Doing the things “I am meant/built to do”. Whenever I come astray for too long, I feel empty and/or soul-sick (if there is such a thing). It seems there is a clear path for me to follow but I just can’t stay on it 24/7, even though I think and feel that I understand what to do and in wich direction to go (knowing I have not understood it all). Pain always leads me back on track (though I still dream about not having to join a Ten, that maybe I can do it on my own). What would really satisfy and fulfill me, would be to see the whole of humanity engaged in life in such a manner that we lift each and everyone of us to the highest spiritual degree possible. I don’t think I can be truely happy before that. I can accept and understand that we are where we are for a reason and that there is a cause, but that does not make me as happy as I could be. Gratefull that I get to experience life and have oppertunity to grow ever more conscious, yes, but still, I feel there should be more than that…

[Rune T. A.]

If you can go a full day with constant focus on why you do what you do, say what you say, feel what you feel and think what you think, you might live a meaningfull life and not just play all day or try to escape pain. I wish I could keep constant focus on bestowing to The Creator in order to reveal Him and achieve equivalence of form with Him. This is the importance of intention.

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