I want to know everything. How it all works. And I want happiness. I am determined to have it before I go. That’s my current mood. Then there are times when I have different moods and motivations. Sometimes I just want to be where I am supposed to be and feel at home.
Freedom is having the awareness of 2 intentions within: reception and bestowal and the ability to consciously choose one over the other. With friends, this can develop into equivalence of form.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I’m determined to learn this material because I feel there is something important here..even though I get a headache from the terminology being used. I know it can be explained more plainly but I need to learn it in on its terms first. Peh de Rosh de guf de masach de zon de keter de bitush de tanta de zivug de hakaa de ab de galgalta de blahblahblahblahblahlahblah….it really agitates my ego and now it’s war.</p>
After deep thought and weighing of alternative possibilities I realize, how else could it be? What other explanation could possibly suffice? I see no other explanation than there is nothing but nature from top to bottom.