Every day for weeks now i spend couple hours to read books and listen your videos. I gained some understanding about my life on the one hand. On the other hand i became extremely confused. The last days i experience a strong pressure in my heart, which is not a pleasant feeling. The last weeks i also faced difficulties in my life that are very challanging physically and mentally. I dont know yet how i will come out of this.
Right now based on what i learned; the good approach seems to me that i have to do my best, face these challanges mentally and be filled with the trust that the creator is leading me towards a new unknown reality which will be the corrected path. In trust under i mean to give the ‘control’ to these new events that occured and follow the pattern somehow consciously in order to arrive to the corrected version. Is that a right approach? from the kabbalistic perspective what can be the pressure in the heart?