Thank you Gianni. This was very helpful. I’ve been making excuses as to why I can’t participate, like the lack of technology to take part in zoom sessions, and, like you, I initially attributed the method itself to some old tradition that wasn’t that relevant. I understand, at least on the surface, why the group is necessary and why I have been “pushed” here. There is nothing more important than doing this work.
I have a ton of other questions but I will ask them later. Thank you again, Gianni.
When I heard that this work needs to be done in groups of ten, some part of me was immediately resistant. So resistant that it has taken me several weeks to ask about it. Right now as I type this I have tears on my face and high anxiety level just from asking you about this. I feel like I’m about to fall off a cliff. I’m introverted by nature but don’t usually have problems with meeting or talking to people, but I feel anxiety about this group. I know I have to do this work and can’t walk away.
Have you any thoughts or experience of what might be happening here? Any insight you can give is appreciated.
I came here in hopes of understanding what I’m feeling. The world has changed but there is underlying joy in me despite the negative appearances. I hope to understand why I feel this way when so many others seem to fear what’s happening.