Thank you very much for your thorough answer. I will try to keep an open mind from now on, it’s easy to get lost in similitudes and start making these nonexistent connections or assumptions.
Best experience of last course was making through it. I started to have huge resistance towards the teaching in the beginning and a feeling of anxiety to connecting with others. I hope to overcome these challenges with the help of this class.
It is almost funny how in the beginning of every lesson there is huge resistance towards the lesson, like I’m in total concealment, almost a feeling of animosity. Second time I listen to it it’s totally different experience and third time it is like, what was I thinking the first time ??. So much resistance to connection in my ego that it is really powerful to experience. If any of you are having similar experiences I really hope you can overcome them.
Julian quoted so many famous alchemists and as we go forward in the study of kabbalah it is starting to sound lot like alchemy (my basic knowledge of it anyways). Jung was heavily affected by those guys and this makes me wonder if what we are aiming to do here is to merge unconscious mind (upper worlds/force? behind the barrier) with our conscious lower functions?