It is the concious ability to exercise the will to receive for the purpose of bestowing to the Creator. The Reforming light helps us to change our intention for reception.
The Creator is everywhere. I feel him within me and around me. I feel him pressing into me. I feel the cells of my body buzzing almost as if they are a plethora of stars contained within. I feel the stars within spreading out/ emitting energy. I feel like I am connected and a part of the all. The more the feelings grow, the more I think of him only. These feelings usually start and intensify whenever I interact with Kabbalah material (books, videos and sessions) and they tend to linger in varying degrees of intensity as I go about my day. They are a pleasant reminder that ” There is None Else Besides Him”
It was as if my nomadic search for my path back home to discovering who I am and why am I here may be coming to an end. The course made me feel like I had finally stumbled upon a guide and path that can aid me in my desire to truly know myself and comprehend my purpose in contributing towards the oneness of all.
From this course I expect a deepening grasp and feel of who we are and why are we here.
Faith beyond reason vs Blind Faith. I have and continue to learn the difference. I realise that in the past I had blind faith. As I slowly, but gradually begin to awaken and grow the measurement tool that is the ‘sixth sense’, I am begining to realise that reality is like an onion. Its like the more I desire and seek equivallence of form with the Creator, the more each layer of the onion peels away to reveal a fresher, crisper, clearer and more fuller reality.
At times its as if the Creator is playing a game of hide and seek with me. Thus far in the process I have learned to study myself more and ask myself if the things that I do in my life are they selfishly for me or for the Creator.
For my fellow students I wish them love, inner peace and happiness. May they become a source of inspiration to all those that they interact with to start asking themselves the question “why am I here?/ what is the reason for my existence?”
By desiring to be like the upper force and acting on such a desire through placing yourself in an enabling environment that will assist you to realising the desire.