you are not alone. we are here. I realised that at the begining of the course acess to all the weeks was open. several days later, as in the previous courses, it became restricted to one week at a time. I suspect that, perhaps you may have already reached or passed week 3 by the time time the anomally was corrected.
We are pieces of one soul that has shattered. Through spreading the wisdom of Kabbalah I am contributing towards correcting and reassembling the broken pieces to become one again in order to attain adhesion with the Creator. This in turn helps me to fulfill my private correction.
I want the light to reveal to me a greater sensing and discernment of the intention behind any act that I am contemplating to do. Is it driven by my Ego in order to receive for my selfish purposes or is it for the purpose of recieving in order to bestow. My Ego is deceptive and cunning and I would like to get a better control of it. I hope that this semester will bring me a step closer to always receiving in order to bestow. I hope that it will help me to become more open and vulnerable before other points in the heart.
My growing desire and wish to be part of a group of 10. I eneter the course with an open mind and hope that it will help me in moving a step closer to see the world as the creator sees it.