I just visualize that the creator is every cell, molecule, or atom in the universe moving around and creating what we sense as reality. It is a bit harder with attributing my thoughts as the Creator. Not because I don’t think that God is consciousness itself, but because I can’t imagine what thoughts are made of.
This isn’t a hard concept for me to imagine. I have always thought that we are all just the Creator experiencing himself in different ways through our experiences all at the same time. Essentially that means that we are reincarnations of each other; we are all a part of the Creator and therefore all connected to each other. Sometimes I imagine that I am a cell in the body of the Creator. Am I a cell in the liver? Am I a cell in the skin? It makes me imagine that I have a unique job to do.
My best experience from the first weeks were opening up to more bestowing. There are still many parts of this that I feel some resistance to and/or don’t understand on an integration level (I understand the basic concept), but I am trusting that things will be revealed to me according to the Creators will, so I am not worried about it. It is not really and expectation as much as it is faith.
I’m just waiting of here for the Creator to open my eyes since I guess he/she is the only thing that can do so. I’m still a bit confused by the circular pattern in the literature. However, in the meantime I have been trying to be more giving and do everything with intention. I wish for my fellow students to have more success than I.
Ask the creator to change my desire from receiving to bestowing so that I can align with the creator. Set my intentions to have a spirit of bestowing in everything that I do. Also, be grateful for all the wonderful things in the world that the creator has bestowed upon me.
My wish for all of you is for us to connect together as one. May we see the commonalites that we have over the differences. May we absorb and integrate these teachings. I hope we can all teach each other.