I have a choice to work from the will to receive or the force of bestowal. My awareness increases my ability to make different choices in my life in many ways.
I had some idea of our perception of reality through the senses after learning about it in a Neuro Linguistic programming course. However this course is taking the understanding and explanation of our senses perceiving to a deeper degree.
Can we have some awareness of the vastness of the kabbalah reality prior to learning kabbalah and does this mean this could positively affect our journey to understand and connect with the higher forces?
I want the study of kabbalah to lead me to an understanding of the perception of reality that is outside of the 5 senses and its limitations, to the Whole of reality.
I personally am not comfortable with all of the manifestation stuff that is out there in the world – I dont think it gels with my values! My understanding from lesson 1 is that this as the desire to receive! The Force of bestowal resonates more with me. Its as if this has helped me understand myself.
I have a new perspective on my own perception to understanding the words that I am reading, and I am discovering that todays English language is perhaps limiting because words can have more than one meaning. An example is the force of bestowal. My understanding of “force” is an aggressive word – to be made to do something. Where as force of bestowal I now understand for my own interpretation, to mean the power of bestowal. (A positive force rather than negative)