My experience is still of Nietzsche.. there are forces of Law and Order of ‘Apollo’ and there are chaotic forces of ‘Dionysus’.. no way to do or achieve order by ‘programming’ kabbalah algorithm without chaos variable.. chaos(darkness) is much deeper and much more unknown, out of control variable X in soul, in this world and in psyche.. that’s my experience at age 50; with all respect to ‘human car machine repairing kabbalah’.. nonetheless I found kabbalah as down to earth knowledge and good motivation tool.. it is path which I like to walk in present time; and for now that do my alchemy