I live in Toronto, Canada. I am 52 years old. Was in a car accident 4 years ago that brought me to a grinding halt and I not been able to work since. It has brought me to some very dark places as I now live with chronic pain that has taken over my life. This is just a part of a very challenging journey that I have been on for many years now. I am trying to look at it through a spiritual lens as I believe there has to be a higher purpose in it all but I have great difficulty with it as I have had trauma show up which can be very incredibly mentally challenging and I have to work on these daily. I keep hearing about Kabbalah, so I am a very curious seeker and if this helps me on my journey, I am in.