Hi I’m Sharla. I was drawn to this course by the idea of a group achieving more than the individual pieces can alone. I’m hoping that I’ll get the right headspace to finally connect in a live group at the end of this course.
Hello, my name is Sharla. I’ve been studying Kabbalah on and off (mostly off) for about ten years. My time zone isn’t great for watching the live graduate courses. I’m hoping to get a deeper understanding of life and how I can do my part to connect with the friends.
From birth we are creating our reality where the ego tells us that what feels good for it is what is good in the world. So if my ego doesn’t like what it happening, it is terrible on its face. Moving to a perception of bestowal is seeing the spiritual reality that there is only one force, that of bestowal. So even if my ego doesn’t like what is happening on the face, it has to be good since it it from the Creator.
Connecting with others allows us to deepen our desire to see reality and adjusts our sense of perception.
I would love for the light to evolve me to bestowal. I’m realizing every day how much I am just one giant desire after another. I’d like to learn how to use kabbalahist jujitsu to turn those desires into bestowal.
Getting a deeper understanding of what is really bestowal and seeing the ego at work in everything. I hope to get tangible tools to help guide me (and the group) through correcting our intentions.