The overall beauty of how it all comes together. Love the emphasis on connection and learning the right way. May everyone’s journey be as pain free as possible and may you all be filled with the transforming Light.
An all-consuming desire to be close to the Creator, to keep making sense of the lessons (corrections) He’s put in my path. This is the only game that counts.
Ask the Creator to change me because I am helpless without Him. Follow a proven path…Study authentic Kabbalah texts with a qualified teacher, change/improve my environment to a spiritual one (an environment where connection can be made through building a vessel with friends who have the common goal of spiritual attainment).
I feel it almost as a courting process. The beautiful bride is behind the veil waiting to be revealed but only when correction is made (though we would be more like the Bride, since He is the One who bestows). It is like a journey of many lifetimes to be with my true beloved. True love from the true Creator who is a jealous God because His beloved belongs only to Him, and though she has played the harlot in many different ways, He has created a path back to Him. To feel the love from Him as a first born son, or His beloved Bride feels like the truest love of all that was hidden/concealed from us in a world that seemed hopeless. We are the prodigal sons and daughters of the Most High Elohim.
1) To help us understand better, in order to receive (the right way) the light that transforms by making a connection and building a vessel that will help in the ascension process.
2) To learn how to draw as close to the Creator as possible, becoming more and more like Him hoping to eventually achieve adhesion and Equivalence of form with Him.