Preparation Question: In what way have I gained a deeper understanding of my life and of the forces working in the world?
Two main changes so far:-
1. I notice how “The will to receive”, egoism, dominates my waking thoughts, sometimes to a comical degree!
2.The understanding that all comes from the creator, both what I perceive as good and bad, is initially very disturbing, especially at this time. Definitely more work required by me on this issue but it is an inevitable consequence of this wisdom.
I have read that we cannot bestow to the Creator and therefore we learn to bestow within the group. As we have learned that Kabbalah only deals with the Upper world and has nothing to do with Our world , what is it exactly that we learn to bestow within the group?