I’m actually thinking all the time what Kabbalah has to offer, i just need to get over my ego and take a leap of faith here. Next time it will happen and I won’t quit for sure.
I have too be honest here. I have an attraction and repulsion with Kabbalah. I have been studying or been exposed to it I belive 8 or 9 years or so now. I’m really interested about it, really really a lot and it has been a huge help in my understanding of life. Problem is that I can’t pass Young Group, I have been there two times and quit for various different reasons, example that I don’t speak English well even if I write right it all right and I easily understand it but something is telling me to quit. Am I just too big egoist? Because that´s how I feel it.
Gaining consciousness I start to see the opposite that it is really just me who is still in deep sleep and the world is getting better and better when I start to awake more…