It means stopping processing reality with the egoistic self instead of using the intention to give friends what they need as they were me to perceive reality.
My best experience from the course is the suffering I feel when I try to succeed through my formerly working super egoistic practice—experiencing nothing but failure. But I took some actions – the same actions, but not for myself, instead of not hurting some unknown guy by my inner intention. That was a great experience I can recall in the hours of darkness.
My expectation of this course is to see how to do the same without suffering. Let us joyfully correct the ego together. Or start to learn the how-tos, at least.
What most inspired me in the course?
The fact that I was in the double concealment phase of my spiritual journey inspired me the most. I was under the impression that my fantastic greatness influenced everything and that my efforts made me successful. But did not.
What have I learned about myself in the process?
I have more than egoistic desires. Almost exclusively. And I have a point in the heart growing, and I suffer greatly and almost happily in the single concealment phase.
What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?
I want them to continue to meet me when we simulate the corrected society together. I wish for them pleasure and revelations by my corrections.
It is fascinating to be a small group of people to correct everything. I started this journey as my chance to see the Creator that religion cannot deliver, and I have a great responsibility and opportunity to grow as a spiritual adult.
My role is to do what the creator wanted me to do by my free choice. My role is to love the creation and my place in it through my corrected desires to fulfill the desires of my neighbors in the system.