My best experience was seeing the intellect behind many things. I expect this course will help me know the intelligence behind my inability to cope with some challenges that have popped up recently. Even though I know and understand the solution is to be willingly and happily bestowal, that is simply impossible sometimes.
The attainment of the intellect behind everything inspired me the most. I understand it is behind everything. I wish I could feel it behind things I cannot accept now. I wish my fellow students could reach everything they want and elevate the whole creation together.
Kabbalah brings me closer to the goal of having total bestowal quality. Altruism seemed an impossible and silly thing to me. Now, it seems something hard to achieve. Now, I understand it and feel it occasionally. And yes, I am getting bigger and bigger challenges that I cannot overcome. I have learned I can be altruistic.
By recognizing the part of the upper force in our reality and changing the intention behind my acts to bestow according to correct the whole of my desires.
I wish for you to be fulfilled by my corrected desire to bestow. I wish to be wise to receive your corrected desire to bestow. I wish to support you in any way I possibly can. My understanding is that fulfilling each other desires instead of our own will be endowed by the Creator. We as students of Kabbalah, will be a model collective of connected desires creating the common vessel.