i don’t understand… where are those people who attained in the first temple, if when you attain you don’t perceive death (or something), so wouldn’t they still be around? or something?
in behina aleph, when the thing felt it couldn’t be a giver and then felt a lack, does that mean that it was filled completely and then like what–did the vessel get bigger or did it leak so that it wasn’t completely filled anymore?
in behina bet, does it reject the light completely and cease to exist? or is it still filled but makes a discernment? (or even more confusing is it the same as behina gimmel???)
why doesn’t the creature become perfect in behina gimmel if it has learned to receive in order to bestow? (why only “20%”?)
in malchut, why is this an independent desire, distinct from the previous phases that are all controlled by the creator, when it is the creators purpose that it should happen?
i understand the connection to eternity through changing the intention, but i don’t understand the thing where he explains that once a person corrects a desire it also corrects the other desires? it seems like he’s talking about something else that’s not like our world now? like if i correct my desire does that correct other people’s desire? (it’s at 21:00 in the video)