I’m a new grandmother, and I want to be prepared to answer my granddaughter’s queries. I have been trying to study kabbalah without a teacher for about ten years, and it is very difficult to progress. What I have learned surprises me because my Jewish mother seemed to have some deep insight into kabbalah, which continues to amaze me. Also, I’d like to better understand a vision I had when I was about 4; I’m hoping there are answers here.