Hi! My name is Rex. As I come towards the end of my journey, I am wondering what my life was about. Why did I come here? What was the purpose? Did I complete my purpose of living?
When I am studying or listening to the various instructors here everything is clear and I understand the concepts. But when it comes to living my life, the concepts I have learned disappear and I become totally opposite to what I am supposed to be. It’s like good and evil in within me, and I got to constantly remind myself of the wisdom I have learned. Why is this struggle, How can I be more on the middle path?
I have just completed the basic courses, which have been very helpful so far in changing my perception of reality. I believe a fuller understanding of reality is essential before going into the graduate environment. To put it simply reprogramming of thinking and understanding of the way i think is needed to fully capture the wisdom of Kabbalah. I think the process is going to take time, and the more time I spend learning from authentic sources, the better it is for my development.