I have more than one please forgive me. You say kabbalist, what makes a person a kabbalist? You gave the example of Abraham teaching the men kabbalah. How do you know he was teaching that to them? Did they know they were kabbalists? Did they know that the words they were using were representations of something of another world? The 125 steps…where did the knowledge come from that it is that many? I should probably get those books lol
With EVERYTHING feeling unconnected around me and the tremendous stress levels I go through I am really hoping for understanding and the connection of the dots to put myself in a better position of power to do something about it