I am still struggling with giving and receiving. I fully understand the concept of Equivalence of Form and the requirements to me more like the Creator. Now I have read the reading on Reshimot. I have been someone who has given too much for too long, at my own expense. It has taken me a lot of time (and therapy) to learn how not to sacrifice myself by giving so much to people who are happy to take. Being one who has given more than she took has been part of my learning, growth and history. Now, as I am reading I am wondering if my Reshimot is a predetermined suffering, that wanting to receive for the self alone, to put myself first instead of taking care of others, their needs and feelings and talking responsibility for things I am not responsible for is the path I should return to? I came to Kabbalah becuase I have a problem receiving. I ask for nothing, take nothing and give to the point of it being problematic. According to this work – that should be ideal?
Hello, I am Kelly-Ann. I have watched Tony Kosinec’s videos on YouTube and have been dabbling into the Kabbalah for 3 years. I seek out Tony’s teachings becuase they resonate, and with some research found this course and decided it was time to explore more deeply.