A prayer should be a feeling , a deep need or desire that cant be uttered , like a spiritual hunger that allows you to perceive first a darkness , but as you move thru that darkness you begin to see a spark and your drawn to the spark, as you get closer to the spark you begin to feel a warm sensation in your chest and your hears begin to ring in a high pitch frequency, but as the warmth spreads thru your body the pith of the ringing begins to change in volume and frequency. Then is like diving into a pool of serenity. Im outside my body, and its like I loaned my body to someone else while im in the pool of serenity. I feel like im tasting food for the first time or looking at the color yellow alot. I bathe myself with the color yellow… Im I goin mad?