This sentence intrigues me: From there emerged what is called the thought of creation, to create a creature and to bestow endless good upon it.
My question: Is the creator bestowal always “good”? What is the meaning of good in Kabbalah? What is the “nature” of the light and can it be “good” or “bad” and does it give us only pleasure?
Because we receive many things in life, diseases, pain, sadness, etc, we don’t want to receive those things, because our nature is to move toward pleasure. Are those things part of the light and can they be called “good” and “pleasure”? How does that fit into our desires to receive only pleasure?
I have a question about phase 4: the creature accepts the light 100%, because that was the way it was intended to. Is there also a kind of bestowal toward the creator?: Accepting the light with fully understandig of purpuse, will send a “feedback” to the creator, in the form of contentment and so , is that a bestowal too? For example, we recieve a birthday present: maybe we don’t like it much, but because we are polite we say thank you (or not). But if we don’t like it very much but we understand that the present was intended for our fulfillment and we accept it conscientiously, does that gives pleasure to the giver?
I wish you to become fully aware of your point in the heart and be ready to connect with me and others so that we can create together a vessel for the light and help rebuild the collective soul.
The way I have been using to gain an understanding of my life is by reflecting on my acts and my reactions to the environment and back. But I don’t understand the spiritual forces yet that are molding and influencing this world and directly my life. That is why I am following this course.