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Hi everyone, Simona from lots of places currently living in Spain but after so many curses I have no real idea of where I really am, I’m working my way into the wisdom of Kabbalah to make my way up that ladder and learn to change my intention and be corrected.
There’s a part of me that is so relieved about not having free will, about knowing that all my thoughts are actually put there by Him. And then there’s a part that wants to deny this but I think this contradiction is quite ok, it shows me where I’m at right now.
That I can be patient and wait for Him to fill me with the comprehension of everything I just watched.
And, egoistically, my way too! I have no idea how anyone can understand. Not to say I’m giving up, just… wow. It was nice to read from Dr. Laitman that it has nothing to do with mental understanding because that is not present a bit.
I don’t understand a single word you said, all I could feel was some sort of fractal changing and adjusting and then changing again one within the other. And problems breathing as if all of this is literally taking my breath away. Ether way, what a profound, word-less experience. Let’s see how lost I get with the next one!
