Main reason for study kabbalah (for me) was the fact that I suffered from death anxiety after i got diagnosis. I wanted to find out what the reason for me to try to stay alive, meaning of life became important issue.
I know everything about egoism. Now its time to learn about altruism. Im advancing by understanding the differense.
I want to be able to percieve my reality not by using the usual 5 sences, but develope ability to use 6th sence or experience the world outside without limitations of my sences. There is something out there that i cant see, touch or smell but all my being feels its there. Something like intuition pushing me to find the answer.Â
Its like Pandora box – i expect nothing and yet i expect everything… honestly I have no idea where that journey will take me but im sure its far away from my current understanding of this world. So today I open my heart and soul and with greatfulness accept the lesson im about to recieve.
My name is Natasha and I am a russian woman with jewish roots living in Sweden.
Its my second attempt with Kabbalah Revelead course. Due to the chronic illness i couldnt continue first time i joined the group. But curiosity in me grew even bigger so here i am – trying again to find answers to the question why am i here 🙂