Hello my name is Melissa and I am trying this again…
Today was monumental to me, it was the day I realized that because Kabbalah is not a religion, and I need not belong to any religion, then I could continue ue being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints. Not only is it possible, it will increase my comprehension of many otherwise confusing principles. This all occurred to me as I studied several sections of the Doctrine and Covenants. I am still unsure if there might be potential conflicts of doctrine like marriage, but I had canceled my KabU membership because I thought that I needed to decide between my faith or Kabbalah, and I was not ready for that.
Will, or the desire to do something is up to the individual whether or not it has been decided or preknown by another. For Example, I know that is I allow my child to choose between a cocolate bar or an apple she will choose the chocolat bar. but she is still allowed the choice.