My paradigm dictates how I perceive reality now: recycled ignorance. I know that there is a greater reality outside my program which is not dependent on circumstances. I was fortunate to experience a state of pure unconditional love through the ricing of my kundalini, which lasted only six hours, so I know that what I perceive to be my reality is limited and distorted from the real thing. I desire to bypass my paradigm and perceive the whole of reality as it is without the filters of my ego.
I desire to finally understand what or who I am. Why am I here, and where am I going? I desire to learn the mechanism of how to connect with my creator and how to please my creator.