I am so relieved that I don’t have to understand what I am reading in the Kabbalah for the Student; I just have to focus on my desire of going back home to my Creator and eventually my wish will be granted.
Can you give an example in real life on how to accept the gifts of the Creator on a day to day basis without getting my brain cells all twisted? For example; I am eating this delicious mango my Creator has so kindly given me. I am eating it with all my attention while giving thanks and enjoying each bite knowing that I am eating this mango for my Creator who is enjoying me enjoying this mango. Another example is I am doing this task for my employer with a light heart no matter how difficult it is knowing that I am doing this task for my Creator who is enjoying me carrying out the task with a light heart and enjoying the process. I am looking for a simple way on how to do this on a practical day to day minute to minute basis with the awareness that whatever I am doing it is the Creator who is allowing me to do anything; therefore, I am doing I am carrying out every task with a joy-full heart to give my Creator the pleasure of giving and, me the pleasure of receiving. I know my understanding is kind of simple minded but I need something more tangible to understand and practice the teaching.
I came to realize that my whole life from birth has already been planned. Every events small or large has happened for a purpose. Each event or experienced that was considered to be a negative event turned out to be a positive event, because if that had not happened the good that came out of the bad would not have happened. I now truly see that I am being guided in every steps I take. I now understand my life; I can see my life unfolding right in front of my eyes and accept the moment and know that it all has a purpose and something good will all ways come out of my so called bad experiences. This course is so emotional for me, because I have searched and have gone through so many schools which have led me to this one. Everything is falling into place. Reading the book and listening to the lectures brings tears of joy to my being. I am just loving this. I give thanks to my CREATOR for guiding my path to come back home.