To connect to the point in the heart. To work on “true” bestowal. To see the Creator in them To understand we are one soul and the other will mirror ourselves to us.
I want to further develop my point in the heart. I want to connect with other Kabbalists. I want to learn how to community and live others who are not studying.
I learned about how much I don’t know. I had so many revelations about myself that spanned over my lifetime even back to my earliest childhood through how I evolved, made the wrong choices and how I learned from all of them, how the Creator kept protecting me when at the time I though I was being hurt, I was actually being saved. I am excited to continue, to work in a group and now understanding how important it is to be in this group. It’s gone far beyond my personal religious upbringing which began to feel as if I was in kindergarten doing rituals without meaning. I feel I grabefull for what I learned there however it’s filled with too many untruths that I know longer could live with.. I’d like to meet other people studying from North Carolina as well if possible. I know one of the instructors lives in NC. I’d like to meet with some people in person as well as on line. Thank you